Becoming a mom was something I had wanted forever. Not in an all consuming way like a lot of other girls say- it’s not all that I lived for. But in a way that it was something I always knew I wanted and saw for myself in the future. I got pregnant with my first son in 2020, year of the Covid pandemic. So along with all the changes going on in the world, my friends weren’t around, my family’s presence lessened and along with my husband, our support system was already halved before we even had the baby.  We, …